sometimes i think watching too much korean dramas is bad.. they do me nothing but having high expectations of guys. guys should be like this, they should do this, and they should do that, i want a guy like that, he's so sweet and bla di bla...i shouldnt be blaming the dramas but i get tired of myself setting criterias of a dream guy. its not much use anyway, every one has their own good and bad points. ive got to stop myself from getting too attached to fictional characters that sometimes i feel like ive lost my senses. truth is, korean dramas, they portray emotions well that i can truly feel them. it's just an act, for god's sake! probably i have been given the chance to be in their shoes, it is as though the act was real. this sounds like an excerpt from my english lit coursework : every word, every action lies a meaning which not everyone can interpret well. probably differently but that's how we view things.
so typical of me,, kdg2 berada diawang2an smp takmau balik ke reality tp kenyatannye disitula tmpt nye kte patut ada,, tak kisah la suka atau tidak..belajar lah untuk menerima meskipun hidup tak selalu memberi. insyaAllah ada juga hikmah nya tu nnt.. bak kata izzatizaki: give time, time..
stop with the nonsense already, mardhiyah. you've got to set your priorities right. look forward, look ahead of you, you've set GOALS that you're determined to achieve,, please focus on that..other things will come later on, sooner than you might realize it..insyaAllah. get back to your senses, cry if you must, but afterwards leave your heart no space for unnecessary things.. have faith in Allah because He wont turn you down..